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Nov. 8th, 2014 10:00 pmOk, so apparently there’s this blogging thing. I’ve never been good at being consistent at things… But I’ve heard it’s good for you.
So, here’s the thing: I can’t talk to people about things, because I know that if they have a certain amount of understanding about what happens in my head, that would change the way they think about me forever. It’s not that there are things I’m never going to tell my friends about, but…
You know how you aren’t really yourself in front of anyone? Well, that’s just the thing, isn’t it? It’s how the internet works: you don’t have to be someone else here, because the people who see it aren’t necessarily people you’ll ever interact with. They might be – I’m not one of those people who don’t believe in pan-palls – but they don’t know you yet. It’s like the perfect listener – you can say anything and nothing has to change. And if you mess up, you can simply stop, delete your account or not, and start anew. Or not.
It’s all up to you. You don’t have to do anything. It doesn’t have to be an obligation.
So, I think I’m going to try and do this. Not to find people (although it would be amazing if someone actually decides I’m interesting enough to talk to), but just for myself. Because sometimes I just need to say things even if there’s no one to hear them.
So, welcome to my blog, poor lost soul. Sit back and get comfortable, because if you’re not seriously interested in my life, this will be very boring!
~~~siliqu
So, here’s the thing: I can’t talk to people about things, because I know that if they have a certain amount of understanding about what happens in my head, that would change the way they think about me forever. It’s not that there are things I’m never going to tell my friends about, but…
You know how you aren’t really yourself in front of anyone? Well, that’s just the thing, isn’t it? It’s how the internet works: you don’t have to be someone else here, because the people who see it aren’t necessarily people you’ll ever interact with. They might be – I’m not one of those people who don’t believe in pan-palls – but they don’t know you yet. It’s like the perfect listener – you can say anything and nothing has to change. And if you mess up, you can simply stop, delete your account or not, and start anew. Or not.
It’s all up to you. You don’t have to do anything. It doesn’t have to be an obligation.
So, I think I’m going to try and do this. Not to find people (although it would be amazing if someone actually decides I’m interesting enough to talk to), but just for myself. Because sometimes I just need to say things even if there’s no one to hear them.
So, welcome to my blog, poor lost soul. Sit back and get comfortable, because if you’re not seriously interested in my life, this will be very boring!
~~~siliqu
